Welcome back to our exploration of the captivating world of writing and creativity. Today, we delve into the challenges and triumphs faced by a debut author, unwrapping the threads of self-doubt, writer's block, and the elusive pursuit of finding one's unique writer's voice. Join me as I share the insights and lessons I've gained along the way.

Self-doubt, that relentless companion of every writer, dug its nails deep under my skin almost immediately. After immersing myself in the works of countless talented authors, I couldn't help but wonder if my own writing would ever measure up. It was as if the shadow of self-doubt loomed large, threatening to swallow my motivation whole. Especially after reading my first draft; I contemplated abandoning it and walking away. However, through the experiences of renowned authors like Dan Brown (after his first novel didn't sell) and Stephen King (who threw his first novel Carrie in the trash at one point), who grappled with self-doubt early in their careers, I realized that this struggle was a shared part of the writing journey. Knowing that I wasn't alone in feeling this way offered a sense of solace.

Learning to embrace the process became my escape. The journey of writing involves the inevitable cycle of writing, failing, rewriting, editing, and rewriting again—-a dance of persistence and determination. It's a testament to the resilience of writers who navigate the intricate web of storytelling, continually refining their craft until their creation reflects the vision in their minds.

In the pursuit of success, I discovered the importance of remembering my initial motivation: to tell a story. A story that I personally enjoyed, a tale I would be eager to read. Writing for myself, rather than seeking validation from others, became the key to freeing myself from the burden of self-doubt. While dreams of fame and recognition are natural, they should never eclipse the genuine passion for storytelling. My newfound perspective granted me the courage to write from the heart, allowing the readers' approval to be a gratifying bonus rather than the sole purpose.

Thankfully, writer's block—when compared to self-doubt—has been a less formidable adversary for me. When moments of uncertainty arise, I refuse to be paralyzed by fear. Instead, I give writer's block a resolute middle finger and let go of the mental barriers. I remind myself that creativity thrives in the absence of pressure and restraint. Taking breaks, watching movies, reading books, or simply engaging in a different activity gives my mind the space it needs to find inspiration anew. Just like the ebb and flow of life's tides, the tides of creativity rise once more, washing away the obstacles that once seemed insurmountable.

The elusive concept of finding one's writer's voice had initially baffled me. Yet, as I delved into writing drafts and reflected on the works of masterful authors, I came to understand its essence. Instead of forcing a style or chasing an artificial notion, I adopted a natural approach: I just wrote. Guided by my own words and style, I let the writing process become a genuine reflection of myself. My writer's voice emerged organically, like a whisper carried on the winds of authenticity (which by the way, my writers voice here is over the top versus in my novel—that I can clearly see).

Through these challenges and triumphs, I have learned that writing is a profound journey of self-discovery and growth. As a debut author, I embrace the unknown and relish the excitement of charting new literary territory. Letting my voice find me, I continue to pen my stories with passion, leaving self-doubt behind and embracing the creative power that lies within. Each day as I embark on a new scene or chapter, when I feel the icy hands of self-doubt creep up to take hold, I simply remind myself, "I'm good enough, I'm smart enough, and doggone it, people like me." ~ Stuart Smalley

Yours eerily,
Blake

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